Hello there guys,
I don't know how many of you will read this, but I'm writing it anyway. I haven't been active on here, as you probably noticed. DA doesn't really interest me anymore.
I'm still drawing, actually. Just not as often as I used to. I am very, very scared that people will criticize me or dislike the things I create. I've become more anxious of people disliking me over the last two years. Thank god I'm seeing a therapist in two weeks, because things like this are quite hard to deal with. Also I've basically come to the conclusion that I suffer from misophonia. Let's quote Wikipedia.
"People who have misophonia are most commonly annoyed, or even enraged, by such ordinary sounds as other people clipping their nails, brushing teeth, eating, breathing, sniffing [...] or repetitive sounds."
Yup. That's me. Before you say that it can't be that bad: when I'm triggered I literally have to stop myself from punching the person in question. I have to leave after dinner before I get homicidal. It's true.
So yes. I really hope the therapists can confirm this.
Also! As for concerts, I'm going to Ólafur Arnalds in De Oosterpoort in May!! Man I'm excited. (Also Sigur Rós on June 23rd ajksdfhjkdfh)
I'm also hoping to go to a number on conventions here in the Netherlands. I'm going to Tsunacon next year and this year's Abunaicon. Still doubting who I should cosplay as, so far I have cosplay plans for Ezio Auditore (Assassin's Creed) and Karkat Vantas (Homestuck).
Anyway, if you want to follow me on Tumblr, here's the link: [link]
Thank you guys for sticking around, bye! C:










